Ephemeral Feeling
I
To me, you are still nothing more than a girl who is just like a hundred thousand other girls in the planet. And you have no need mo of me, as I have no need of you. For you, I’m still nothing more than a boy who is just like a hundred thousand boys in the planet. And I have no need of you, as you have no need of me. But for days will come I will be unique to you and so are you and we will need each other. I shall look into your corner of your eyes. Each day I will come closer to you inch by inch but you don’t have to say a word.
II
Day will come each of us will need to say goodbye for our own reasons. I hold your hand as is it’s the fragile thing to hold in this world that every moment that I took your hand tighten my grip, it slips as if there is oil in our palms slowly letting go of your hands is the saddest thing. Setting you free is a choice that you choose but not an option for me to make. You became unique from all the others and this I must take responsibility for the flower must bloom in full circle this I have no control but to watch you slowly take your footstep in sand of beach, nothing but remains of footstep that being washed away by the waves of oceans.
III
Now, darkness fell, I look at the stars hoping that you would look into it also, so it would reflect face of you into it, far it may seems close is, I see. Your last remains is blown by the puff of the wind. My stars will be one of the stars in heaven so you will always love to watch them as you wander through dark space while a glimpse of star makes you think of the boy, if this you do, happiness in me will overwhelmed that time.
IV
I spit it out this time, that that there is no to judge here but thy myself, that I is not fan of letting go, for letting go is giving up what was rightfully yours, but you also is not yours but is her to, to decide for, that if she demands a freedom this is not your call to make but hers, it is beyond our control bitterness should not take over our feelings, and if you think moving on is the key to survive, it is for people who is afraid there is now way but only acceptance, accepting the reality, fact the person can no longer stay with you anymore and not a fiction that she is still there. That if you do forgiveness sets in.
V
And so I wait, when one day not by a chance, she’s weary and return in kind then it’s yours to keep, I always look in my window-pane how good day it was thanking every morning that the girl who is just like a hundred thousand other girls in the planet decided to rest his head on my lap, words will not come out in our lips for acceptance is the only you will remember. You can sit beside me as we watch the world, if this is a mistake to be sitting beside you now, then let it be my last mistake.
Grown ups will never understand children, for only the children know what are they looking for......
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gawa mo ba talaga toh jeerow? -jay
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